Do you remember those choose your own adventure novels? I faintly remember one about a scuba-adventure-treasurehunt-excursion that I had as a kid. I read that thing multiple times and, you know, at some point, you know exactly what choices you are going to be faced with. I almost always chose the same outcomes. I was in search of my fitting outcome.
I don't know why these crossed my mind again and why I can remember that one book specifically, but it seems somewhat relatable to the 4th year college student that I am that now, after testing a lot of outcomes in college (i.e. majors and classes), I feel like I'm in search of my fitting outcome. There are still the times when I feel the need to branch out and choose the option that I didn't before just like when reading the book... and sometimes things don't work out. But I'm on my way and even if I have to reread it a couple times, I'll get the ending right eventually.